ANDREW L. HICKS · WRITER IN RECOVERY

LET’S USHER IN A BOLD NEW PARADIGM

In times so rife with darkness, taking care of ourselves has never been more important. I’m Andrew, and I’m here to support you in your journey of wellness, recovery, and transcendence.

Fountain pen with its nib on fire in darkness

DAILY RECOVERY EMAILS

JUST FOR RIGHT F*CKING NOW

One short email every morning—equal parts meditation and loving kick in the ass—to help you stay sober, sane, and pointed toward the light. Written by me, for people doing the daily work of recovery.

FROM THE BLOG

Latest Writing

Essays, interviews, and book passages—fresh from the desk.

ABOUT

Hey, I’m Andrew.

Writer, recovery advocate, Rising Sidhi, and professional feeler of feelings. I spent years trying to intellectualize my way out of my emotions—now I dance my way through them with my writing. This site is where my work lives, including daily recovery support, books, poetry, just the whole beautiful mess.

OFFERINGS

I’ve got something for you.

Four doors, one house. Come in wherever you like.

FREE MINI-BOOK

Just for This Moment

A pocket-sized reset for when right now feels like too much. Free, always.

Get it free →

$8/MO · $80/YR

JFRFN—The Daily Email

One short email every morning—equal parts meditation and loving kick in the ass.

Get JFRFN →

BESPOKE POEMS

Custom Love Letters

I’m a sappy dude, and none too shabby a wordsmith. Hire me to scribe a poem or love letter just for you or your person—anniversaries, weddings, apologies, or just because.

Order yours →

MERCH

The Shop

Wear the message: recovery-minded goods for fellow travelers on the path of transformation and enlightenment.

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QUESTIONS

FAQ

Yep. Just for This Moment is a short mini-book I wrote for the moments in recovery when everything feels overwhelming. No catch—just an email address so I can send it to you.

Just for Right F*cking Now: one short email every morning—part meditation, part loving kick in the ass—written by me for people doing the daily work of recovery. It’s $8/month or $80/year, and you can bail anytime.

Bespoke poems and love letters, written by me for you or on your behalf to your person—anniversaries, weddings, apologies, or just because. Tell me what you need, and I’ll go all-out for you. Commission me from the Custom Love Letters page.

If you’re in recovery or love someone who is (or should be), check out the free mini-book, Just for This Moment. If it resonates with you, you’ll love my state-of-the-art daily recovery emails, Just for Right F*cking Now. If you’re a KMFDM fan, check out my reviews and interviews from the world of the Ultra-Heavy Beat on my blog. Or, I don’t know. Just start where you want. My world is open to you.

I’m available for public talks on recovery and development of consciousness. I am CCAR-certified Peer Recovery Coach who facilitates monthly JFRFN meetings and am available for private PRC sessions over Zoom. Contact me.